sometimes i ask myself why i keep holding on to something even if i don't know where i stand..and if all that i'm doing is worth fighting for..would i be happy if i continue doing this?..or am i just putting myself in a miserable place once again..should i finally set myself free or keep holding on?..isn't it time for me to be happy yet?..damn it..i wanna give up..but i don't know how..i don't know how to start all over again..will i just let myself fall deeper and not know what i'll ever be to him?..when will he see my worth?..when will he stop taking me for granted?..when will he fight for me?..
am i just a toy?..that he can just play around with and get rid of when he's done using it or perhaps give it away..it would be much better if he gives it away to someone who'll treasure that toy and would never afford to loose that simple toy..or am i just someone he needs ?..to take the place of someone who doesn't show appreciation in whatever he does..or am i just a missing piece?..which only fills up an empty space..am i a trophy?..which is better displayed..or an artwork?..which is nice to look at..
when will i finally be needed by someone i truly love?..when will i feel love that is everlasting?..i've heard a lot of "i love you's" from different people..they say they would love me for the rest of their lives..but where are they now?..ALL GONE..
i keep asking myself..why do we fall in love..when we don't have the assurance that we'll receive love in return..if i were to know the answer to this..perhaps..no one would end up with a broken heart..
a friend once told me that.. "we fall in love because it is worth living for..love and life are the same in a way that both are difficult..but still..it goes on.."he's probably right..love is just like life..it may be complicated at times..you sure do feel like giving up when your placed in a difficult situation..but you still hold on..because you know that God will never put you in a situation you can't handle..life is something you can't control..you'll never know when it will end..just like love..you fall in love one day and the next day you fall out of love with no particular reason..and you can't control that..
it's better not to question the meaning of love..because no matter what you do..you won't get an exact and definite answer..
LIVE..LOVE..LAUGH..
am i just a toy?..that he can just play around with and get rid of when he's done using it or perhaps give it away..it would be much better if he gives it away to someone who'll treasure that toy and would never afford to loose that simple toy..or am i just someone he needs ?..to take the place of someone who doesn't show appreciation in whatever he does..or am i just a missing piece?..which only fills up an empty space..am i a trophy?..which is better displayed..or an artwork?..which is nice to look at..
when will i finally be needed by someone i truly love?..when will i feel love that is everlasting?..i've heard a lot of "i love you's" from different people..they say they would love me for the rest of their lives..but where are they now?..ALL GONE..
i keep asking myself..why do we fall in love..when we don't have the assurance that we'll receive love in return..if i were to know the answer to this..perhaps..no one would end up with a broken heart..
a friend once told me that.. "we fall in love because it is worth living for..love and life are the same in a way that both are difficult..but still..it goes on.."he's probably right..love is just like life..it may be complicated at times..you sure do feel like giving up when your placed in a difficult situation..but you still hold on..because you know that God will never put you in a situation you can't handle..life is something you can't control..you'll never know when it will end..just like love..you fall in love one day and the next day you fall out of love with no particular reason..and you can't control that..
it's better not to question the meaning of love..because no matter what you do..you won't get an exact and definite answer..
LIVE..LOVE..LAUGH..
-JJGH-
